yay!

kyle imed me as soon as i got on. good for him. we're still friends.

poop....

he's a poop head. okay, so at least he's leaving me alone. i shouldn't probably be angry with him, because he's seriously screwing up his life. and for some reason i can't figure out why he's still upset with me. i'm going to chill out until i meet someone super hot, but mostly super funky and amazing. he was a poop head.

what was i going to say?

i intended to write something here but in the last minute i forgot what i was going to say. oh well, i was probably going to complain about some unjustice done to me or how have a million emotions that lie here unxpressed. i'm not going to complain.

i got a shirt that says midge on the front. i'm going to take a picture and include it on the cds i send to the girls. i really really do miss them.

i think it's funny justin blasted his speaker when playing the darkness. that's a good man. and i miss him too.

but i LOVE the beach.

question of the day...

is the world a fuckery?

ugh

i am bored. and i don't want a boyfriend. contrary to how every one of my friends is right now, i'm happy being single. i think that's probably the only thing i have figure out in my life right now. i guess that's a good thing, because with the rest of it, i'm in limbo.

conversations...

i had a great talk with dave kearns today. it was actually normal, and he asked me questions and he seemed interested in stuff. that was cool.

i miss everyone in california and justin. i really really do. i want to hug them. i love them.

i know i'm sappy.

reagan

today is ronald reagan funeral. i'm glad he was an actor. and he was quite tall and extreamly handsome. probably not our greatest political president, but perhaps one of our best in nature and spirit.

ghost

the ghost of discontentment haunts me.

ahhhhhh

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh he's being such an immature turd!!!!!!!!!! it makes me so angry. that's it, no more e-mails. ever.

food buisness

i think i've been a server for too long,i know longer care what customers think of me or how long things take. i'm not as good as i used to be because of that. i need to move onto a new profession.

why...

can't people call me? ie: cedarville friends. i hope things aren't weird with everyone else when i get back to school. i'm glad kate and i will be rooming together again.

i need a second job so i can have money to fly to california. shannon wrote me a super nice e-mail which made my day. i miss that girl and her e-mail made me miss chris henry. i think i could have loved him, i think she could have too.

(sigh)

sometimes i just want to say bad words.

day off

the sun was shining this morning and i awoke in a happy mood because it was 10 o'clock and i was just getting out of bed. boy does sleeping in feel beautiful.

i ran two quick errands, took the dog for a walk, got erin's b-day present, a super cheap CD for myself and now i'm back at home about to begin making the rest of erin's gift.

i also ate some chocolate chip cookies today.

unhappiness is....

a sucky day. my feet hurt. i stood on them for 12 hours at work today and didn't make much money. damn them.