red moons

first day of summer and the red moon was full, heavy on the horizon over leafed trees and blinking fireflies.

boyfriends

bastard boyfriend....i seem to have a spell of them.

ben never calls or e-mails. he tells me not to call him because he's too tired.

i'm nearly ready to give up.

summer time

i'm working.

erin is 21.

in a few weeks i go to california for em's wedding and to see the ever blogged about boy, kyle.

we're friends.

i'm dating skinny ben. (not sure how i feel about that yet.)

i'm in oliver! but may have to back out due to work.

i have not written anything lately, i should.

next year i am the french maid in a doll's house and also the ABP president.

today i am wearing purple mascara.