prayer

saturday night dan tello told me that he liked me and asked me on a date. he now seems to be my "not" boyfriend. esentially we will hold hands, hang out at somepoint everyday but we aren't "offically" dating yet.

last night i was talking to tori online and she was freaking out and i was getting upset and angry and dan just stopped me at one point and asked if i wanted to pray about it. it was just like when dad prays with me on stuff that i don't know what's happening. it was so cool. i wanted to cry, to curl up in his arms, but he just rubbed my back and i knew he was praying, both of us helpless to do anything but that.

it was the first time a guy has stopped long enough to pray with me. earl would never have done that, i doubt kyle would. it was huge.

i would be stupid to let go.