something settled

now i know his love lies with her, i think i've known for quite some time, it took a while for reality to catch up with this lovely dream.

but as i wake up i'm finding that perhaps my reality is far more beautiful than any dream that has painted my thoughts or hopes. this is real, things actually happen, people come, love is born, happiness discovered and joy learned. dreams are temorary pleasures, blown on by the rising sun and seeping back again with sprinkled stars.

no, i think i'll take life. dreams are nice once and a while, but today i've realized that life is where i am. i'll keep moving, waiting hurts too much.

"when hope is gone, i'll call you Savior. when i'm in pain, i'll call you healer."

He's all i love and all i fear.