strange new things

yesterday i was with josh most of the day and i found out that matt molby has liked me for quite a while now, since last year. that sort of freaks me out...b/c until crystal told me on monday that he actually does really like me i didn't have much of a clue.

greg, phil and david were teasing me about josh yesterday and they all said that they've thought for a while that he likes me. i really really hope not.

phil bought me a sweater at goodwill yesterday, that was so cool of him but i hope he doesn't mean anything by it.

ahhhhh......!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and erin's boy life is out of control. and i just want to see her and ben and have life be normal.