a sceret smile

they love it, only josh knows of my pen name and he's playing along beautifully. he's obsessed with the writing. laura the prof really likes it as well. loves it actually. i wonder what it is that is bringing this about. these little diologues, situations, stories that i'm writing are teaching me a lot about other people and myself. i've taken real life conversations and crafted a story around them, a moment. the main character is an introverted version of myself and i like her. she's almost sad in a way b/c she lives but rarely has blissful moments. i wonder what will come of all this. a novel?

sun, my God is faithful.