a boy

he likes me. i like him. do we date? we have a whole summer in between now and next school year. he obviously seems to anticipate a deeper continuation of what we have now, then. but do i? he want's to go deeper, i want to figure out the top part first, the insides might cloud my vision.

i haven't prayed. God knows and i don't. why am i an idiot. why can't i be honest with the world?

shit. i'm so human and so fallen. God's grace is sufficient, but right now i can't seem to make myself care.